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and after constant pushing he finally admits that he ignored me the entire night last night and this morning because he was talking to a girl, who went to his house. he did not admit it earlier and im not stupid, i know something had to happen during those times he ignored me via text/call/message. 

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and has rage issues.

why commit yourself to such bullshit? 

so, i changed my description to me being 20. Cause i just turned 20.

i still remember when i made my tumblr and wrote i was 17. Since then, I just changed my age o_o 18, 19, and now 20… the rest has been the same im pretty sure since then.

weird. like if im in the classroom or doing work related to school time goes by so. freakin. slow. but then when im having fun in my life (which is rarely, I assure you) i go: whoah. it was 6 months ago since I went to Tops? It was a year since I met you? 2 years since I’ve seen you?

Weird.. 

/ramblings 

clinicals, i would be saying, if i studied in america.

but nope. i am not studying in america and it is not called clinicals here.

i have to be at the hospital. by 5. …okay.

bullet pointing my life so far tumblr and i aren’t friends anymore:
+ sinulog was today. its the shittiest ever. last year i got cramps and i had to get a piggy back ride and people were singing Ave Maria to me in the streets but its okay.. at least it was fun. Today is just shitty. Shitty to the max and boring. 
+ Tired of my life
+ i love my brothers and my daddy. I’m thankful they’re here, I finally once again have people - family, that understand me and love me no matter what I do and what I say.
+ I miss my mommy.
+ Caught up on New Girl, Once Upon A Time… makes me day brighter. Modern Family is next on the list and im excited. Never fails to make me happy.
+ I know i’m the epitome of lame but it hurts my dear precious heart when my own grandmother calls me lame. I didn’t even know she knew that word existed.  
+ what is a relationship when you dont even act like you’re in a relationship. tired. exhausted. go away. continue prioritizing squirrels for all i care, i’m tired.

+ car overheating and needing to push it on a highway and into a gas station
+ me walking in the rain. fun.
+ me has an iphone 3gs, i was supposed to have the 4s but i can’t be unlocked in the philippines :/ boo
+ most interesting: after a month, MY MACBOOK STILL ISNT BACK. F THIS LIFE. I WANT MY MAC BACK. 
+ me being me not being interesting is interesting itself  

that’s all i can think of right now

really?! 

me is excited.

+ me is going to boracay in a few days? im excited.
+ i miss my parents. they feel so bad that i couldn’t go home this sem break they gave me a massive amount of money one time i was so shocked.
+ im tired of this bullshit and hopefully i can get over it for real this time. immature nonsense and irrational arguments, plus 150% pride? its ridiculous. i have no idea how i got sucked into it.
+ i passed all of my classes.. yay. second semester starts in a little more than a week. im trying to think positive.
+ my friend Ashlie from back home got married. at 19. Her husband is 29. we used to talk about it senior year and im supposed to be one of her bridesmaid. she looks so beautiful and im a little sad that i couldnt witness it and the marriage in person.
+ alberto’s pizza and i… good dinner friends. every day every night. same with nutella and bread
 + thinking positively about the near future and the.. far future. currently. for my sake. 

i love you guys :3

i have no school until wednesday.

i’m sick though. i have no idea why. cough, cold, sore throat, body aching everywhere, etc. 

all i do is eat choco crunchies. like - i eat at least two packs in a day. it sucks now that our dorm has a 24/7 open convenience store. so i basically don’t sleep until 2 in the AM and buy food nonstop.

i hate life at the moment. im tired.